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1. Honestly, it’s the fear of success. As strange as that may sound, sometimes I find myself afraid of actually reaching my goals—afraid that once I do, it could all be taken away. There’s this lingering thought: what if the blessing doesn’t last? Then there’s another fear that hits even deeper—this unsettling question about how God chooses. I struggle with the idea that God wants the best for everyone when I’ve seen people in the church, people who truly love Him, go without, while others with less Christlike character seem to flourish. Both fears—of success and of divine fairness—need to be laid at the cross. At the end of the day, it’s not about comparing my life to someone else’s. It’s not me versus them—it’s me versus Christ. How aligned am I with Him? That’s the real question. The goal is to become more like Him—not a destination, but a continual journey. And the closer I get, the more I learn, and the deeper the intimacy becomes. As the saying goes: more of Him, less of me.

2. It changes everything. Knowing Jesus is on the throne reminds me that none of this is random. He is present—even in the pain. My heart still hurts when hardship comes, but I don’t sit in that place for too long. I ask, Lord, what are You teaching me here? Whether the lesson is for me or for someone else through me, I try to align with His purpose. Hardship becomes part of the process, not the final stop. I’m learning to see it as a necessary place of transformation—a layover, not a destination. In those moments, I trust that He’s shaping me into someone who reflects Him more.

3. It would be beautiful. I imagine a church where our eyes are fully on Christ, not on man. If that were the case, offense would fade, and grace would rise in its place. Needs—not wants—would be met in abundance because we’d be focused on one another with genuine love. There would be a strong foundation in biblical truth, not easily shaken by culture or opinion. Growth would be internal first, deepening obedience and spiritual maturity. And we’d respond quickly—eagerly—to God’s call on our lives. I long to see that kind of church in motion.

4. This one is heavy. I’ve always tried to stand against gossip, grudges, and division—but I’ve seen how even sharing truth can be misunderstood. Sometimes when you speak honestly, especially in situations clouded by gossip or hurt, people label you as divisive, even when you’re just stating facts. I once heard that gossip is sharing negative information with someone who can’t help solve the issue. That’s stuck with me. And grudges—they’re poison. I remember learning from The Bait of Satan by John Bevere how easily the enemy uses offense to trap us.

If we were truly focused on the Father’s business—leaders included—there would be far fewer of these situations. And there should be safe spaces in the church to process these things, to grow in character and learn from them. Unfortunately, that’s not always the case.

5. For me, it starts with understanding who He is—Lord and Savior. As Lord, He’s the One in charge—the King of kings. That means I have orders. I’m part of His kingdom, called to act, move, serve. I go out, follow through, and come back to Him for guidance, correction, and growth. As Savior, He rescued me from eternal separation, from the weight and punishment of sin. That truth—what I’ve been forgiven of—fills me with gratitude. A kind of gratitude that makes me ask daily, Lord, what do You want me to do today? Living under His reign means living with purpose, with humility, and with a heart that’s surrendered.

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